So I'm standing at my usual crossroads yet again. To continue or let it go?
I mean I want it all and then some. But, the lack of quality sugar is testing my patience. The businessman from my previous post was just not going to work. After blogging I realized, I was justifying settling for no good reason. Is the whole point of this lifestyle not to settle? We want bigger and better right? So y should I go for slightly bigger and mildly better?
After going through the usual humdrum emails and stupid msgs, I got seriously fed up. I've only been back a few weeks but clearly my patience for this game has faded.
Really bc I want happily ever after with mega bucks. Where is my prince charming?
Hmm I think I'm going to have to approach this differently. Then this all leaves me to wonder, am I an SB or a romantic who wants everything at her disposal? Are they interchangeable?
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Monday, March 15, 2010
Strictly Business
So I have been given quite the proposal. I'm not sure how much of it I buy as fact.
A potential, has offered to put me on the payroll. Now I've struggled with this before bc honestly I don't likethe tax man. I hate filing for taxes and I wish I could get cold hard cash. But the "salary" is sooooo hard to turn away from. Even after taxes, I make triple what I make after an honest days work.
Here's the skinny: 3 days a month, he's in nyc on business. For those three days I'm all his. Well nights anyways. He usually is here on weekdays so I'd never have to sacrifice a wknd. I get paid direct deposit, biweekly.
This sounds tempting but this guy seems all business. I'm pretty sure we'd be in his room all night and u don't see myself getting any goodies. I love the green, but I love a guy who givese green and gifts!
I wonder if I get company write offs.....
Hmmmm anyways he seems boring too. Like 0 personality. But dammmnn that salary!
Ok, I need to get back to work
xoxo
A potential, has offered to put me on the payroll. Now I've struggled with this before bc honestly I don't likethe tax man. I hate filing for taxes and I wish I could get cold hard cash. But the "salary" is sooooo hard to turn away from. Even after taxes, I make triple what I make after an honest days work.
Here's the skinny: 3 days a month, he's in nyc on business. For those three days I'm all his. Well nights anyways. He usually is here on weekdays so I'd never have to sacrifice a wknd. I get paid direct deposit, biweekly.
This sounds tempting but this guy seems all business. I'm pretty sure we'd be in his room all night and u don't see myself getting any goodies. I love the green, but I love a guy who givese green and gifts!
I wonder if I get company write offs.....
Hmmmm anyways he seems boring too. Like 0 personality. But dammmnn that salary!
Ok, I need to get back to work
xoxo
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Breaking My Silence
Hello Sugarland! It has been four months of total and complete blackout silence. What in good God??! Yes I'm back and might I add better then ever!
Well Where the fuck have you been girl?!
Well for those of you following, I was juggling one too many balls and somehow finding my way back into my boyfriends arms. (waiiitt but y?!) Well, to put it simply, I fell into love again, sort of. And I have been romancing for the past 3 months.
Well what about the last month?!
Well, romance fell short of amazing (as usual) and I am now a single gal again. Yes I was a dumb girl who didn't know how to leave the past behind her but guess what? WHAT?! I'm not dumb anymore!
Me and the Ex did not part ways (yet again) over a fight or something trivial but over the truth.
Truth?! Bitch, dish!
I'm in no frame of mind to be a girlfriend boos. I'm a chronically single woman and almost forgot it. I have far toooooo many selfish tendencies right now to be someone's all and everything. And quite frankly I was bored. I found myself asking to be taken to expensive dinners and trips around the world. Things that that Ex can't actually provide.
So yes, I was super dumb and did you catch me getting soft at the end there? I almost believed in love! WHAT???!!
haha so I'm back in sugar world. Well I have been trying to get back at least. It seems all the great catches have been hibernating this winter. Well girls, I'm going to keep myself busy reading everything you have all been up to!
MWAAA!
Well Where the fuck have you been girl?!
Well for those of you following, I was juggling one too many balls and somehow finding my way back into my boyfriends arms. (waiiitt but y?!) Well, to put it simply, I fell into love again, sort of. And I have been romancing for the past 3 months.
Well what about the last month?!
Well, romance fell short of amazing (as usual) and I am now a single gal again. Yes I was a dumb girl who didn't know how to leave the past behind her but guess what? WHAT?! I'm not dumb anymore!
Me and the Ex did not part ways (yet again) over a fight or something trivial but over the truth.
Truth?! Bitch, dish!
I'm in no frame of mind to be a girlfriend boos. I'm a chronically single woman and almost forgot it. I have far toooooo many selfish tendencies right now to be someone's all and everything. And quite frankly I was bored. I found myself asking to be taken to expensive dinners and trips around the world. Things that that Ex can't actually provide.
So yes, I was super dumb and did you catch me getting soft at the end there? I almost believed in love! WHAT???!!
haha so I'm back in sugar world. Well I have been trying to get back at least. It seems all the great catches have been hibernating this winter. Well girls, I'm going to keep myself busy reading everything you have all been up to!
MWAAA!
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Silent Treatment
My silence has been a culmination of a terrible strain of the flu that I caught last week.
Influenza completely knocked me out taking my sugar along with it. I have not had the energy to foster any of my sugar relationships and so there has been virtually nothing going on as of late.
Lifestyle has been away on business which is perfect timing as I don't want him to see me in this condition. Winslow went back into hiding as he does usually. He has become ice cold but I expected it. At least I got a few bills paid on that ride. And Bostonian has disappeared after Halloween. I sent him a flirty, nonchalant text to catch his attention but no bite. O well.
That is all I have for now. All your stories have been keeping me entertained throughout this terrible sickness so THANKS!
Until there is real news....
xoxo
Influenza completely knocked me out taking my sugar along with it. I have not had the energy to foster any of my sugar relationships and so there has been virtually nothing going on as of late.
Lifestyle has been away on business which is perfect timing as I don't want him to see me in this condition. Winslow went back into hiding as he does usually. He has become ice cold but I expected it. At least I got a few bills paid on that ride. And Bostonian has disappeared after Halloween. I sent him a flirty, nonchalant text to catch his attention but no bite. O well.
That is all I have for now. All your stories have been keeping me entertained throughout this terrible sickness so THANKS!
Until there is real news....
xoxo
Monday, October 26, 2009
Sugar p.i.c.
After a long weekend of reconnecting with my long time BFF let's call her B (cause she looks like beyonce) I now have a sugar partner in crime!
I have not catered to our friendship in about 4 or 5 months. I have been super vague with her about the sugar goodies and we were also heading down two very different life paths. She is still in college living the lifestyle that I was a part of just a year ago. I on the other hand, graduated in May of this year and my "adult" life is not compatible with hers anymore. I can't pick up and take a road trip in the middle of the week anymore. I can't play beer pong until 5am on a Tuesday and I definitely can't "wing it" all weekend and see where life takes me. Those days are not over for me but definitely few and far between. I finally got a job in my major and I have to give it my all.
Anyways, I tentatively agreed to spend the entire weekend with her. I always have a BLAST with her but when we are together we get in a lot of trouble. So we went to Providence in NY on Friday night for a mutual friends birthday. Spent the night bouncing around VIP tables and dancing like maniacs. We left the club around 3am then headed to Greenhouse for the after hours until about 5am. Here is where things got fuzzy and I spilled the beans on my sugar lifestyle. Here is a taste of our convo:
[her] booo those shoes are ridiculous did you spend all your money on them?!
[me] (drunken mess) booo i have sugar daddies. sometimes they last longer then usual sometime then don't. I lied about a lot of the stuff you asked about cause it's complicated.
[her] are you kidding? what the hell boo. I'm your bff
[me] i know but i didn't know what your reaction would be
[her] umm hello??? get me one!
This was filled with slurs and laughing and it was great. So after Greenhouse we went to some crazy techno spot Pacha's until 9am!!! wowie I was sooo tired. We crashed at her place and spent all of Saturday fast fast asleep. I woke up around 4 from a phone call from Lifestyle. He wanted me to go to the club we went to last week. I asked him if my bffl could tag along and he said absolutely and he would find someone for her.
Well, someone was found and after a long Saturday night we spent Sunday afternoon at Bryant Park. All four of us! Ok so B always puts my life on the fast track and it's now Monday afternoon and instead of doing my job I'm sitting in my office blogging. But I'm glad we are reconnected and it seems like after this weekend we are back in inseparable mode as usual ;)
O and PS. no sugar sugar from Lifestyle which has me super worried.
I have not catered to our friendship in about 4 or 5 months. I have been super vague with her about the sugar goodies and we were also heading down two very different life paths. She is still in college living the lifestyle that I was a part of just a year ago. I on the other hand, graduated in May of this year and my "adult" life is not compatible with hers anymore. I can't pick up and take a road trip in the middle of the week anymore. I can't play beer pong until 5am on a Tuesday and I definitely can't "wing it" all weekend and see where life takes me. Those days are not over for me but definitely few and far between. I finally got a job in my major and I have to give it my all.
Anyways, I tentatively agreed to spend the entire weekend with her. I always have a BLAST with her but when we are together we get in a lot of trouble. So we went to Providence in NY on Friday night for a mutual friends birthday. Spent the night bouncing around VIP tables and dancing like maniacs. We left the club around 3am then headed to Greenhouse for the after hours until about 5am. Here is where things got fuzzy and I spilled the beans on my sugar lifestyle. Here is a taste of our convo:
[her] booo those shoes are ridiculous did you spend all your money on them?!
[me] (drunken mess) booo i have sugar daddies. sometimes they last longer then usual sometime then don't. I lied about a lot of the stuff you asked about cause it's complicated.
[her] are you kidding? what the hell boo. I'm your bff
[me] i know but i didn't know what your reaction would be
[her] umm hello??? get me one!
This was filled with slurs and laughing and it was great. So after Greenhouse we went to some crazy techno spot Pacha's until 9am!!! wowie I was sooo tired. We crashed at her place and spent all of Saturday fast fast asleep. I woke up around 4 from a phone call from Lifestyle. He wanted me to go to the club we went to last week. I asked him if my bffl could tag along and he said absolutely and he would find someone for her.
Well, someone was found and after a long Saturday night we spent Sunday afternoon at Bryant Park. All four of us! Ok so B always puts my life on the fast track and it's now Monday afternoon and instead of doing my job I'm sitting in my office blogging. But I'm glad we are reconnected and it seems like after this weekend we are back in inseparable mode as usual ;)
O and PS. no sugar sugar from Lifestyle which has me super worried.
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
O, Lifestyle
Nothing major to write home about but me and Lifestyle had an interesting chat over dinner on Monday. He was all smiles and completely focused on me that night. It was cute bc he was obviously very interested in the Yankee game but he still managed not to tear his eyes away from me. I caught him in a full on convo about the game with our waiter when I returned from a bathroom break. LOL.
But I digress, as usual. He was telling me about his business and the many ways our relationship might end in the near future :( He is in the middle of a deal of sorts and if the deal does not go through he will be forced to go to Kiev immediately for about 2-3 months. This would completely bum me out. He says, he is trying to avoid this by all means necessary since he has an ongoing divorce to tend to and 3 young kids that he absolutely loves. But, he just wanted to prepare me. Now if things do work out with the deal this mean amazing things for me. My allowance will increase. Exponentially! Ughh, this would be my dream dream dream. This is all a very exciting time for him which is amazing to be there with him through it all. And if all goes well ladies, this means jackpot for me. I would not be without. EVER.
*Crossing fingers*
But I digress, as usual. He was telling me about his business and the many ways our relationship might end in the near future :( He is in the middle of a deal of sorts and if the deal does not go through he will be forced to go to Kiev immediately for about 2-3 months. This would completely bum me out. He says, he is trying to avoid this by all means necessary since he has an ongoing divorce to tend to and 3 young kids that he absolutely loves. But, he just wanted to prepare me. Now if things do work out with the deal this mean amazing things for me. My allowance will increase. Exponentially! Ughh, this would be my dream dream dream. This is all a very exciting time for him which is amazing to be there with him through it all. And if all goes well ladies, this means jackpot for me. I would not be without. EVER.
*Crossing fingers*
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Disclaimer*
All of my pots except for Lifestyle, Winslow, and now Bostonian have been cut off. I want to cater to these three only and hopefully cultivate some good long lasting SD's.
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