Back and forth

So I'm standing at my usual crossroads yet again. To continue or let it go?

I mean I want it all and then some. But, the lack of quality sugar is testing my patience. The businessman from my previous post was just not going to work. After blogging I realized, I was justifying settling for no good reason. Is the whole point of this lifestyle not to settle? We want bigger and better right? So y should I go for slightly bigger and mildly better?

After going through the usual humdrum emails and stupid msgs, I got seriously fed up. I've only been back a few weeks but clearly my patience for this game has faded.

Really bc I want happily ever after with mega bucks. Where is my prince charming?

Hmm I think I'm going to have to approach this differently. Then this all leaves me to wonder, am I an SB or a romantic who wants everything at her disposal? Are they interchangeable?