Back and forth

So I'm standing at my usual crossroads yet again. To continue or let it go?

I mean I want it all and then some. But, the lack of quality sugar is testing my patience. The businessman from my previous post was just not going to work. After blogging I realized, I was justifying settling for no good reason. Is the whole point of this lifestyle not to settle? We want bigger and better right? So y should I go for slightly bigger and mildly better?

After going through the usual humdrum emails and stupid msgs, I got seriously fed up. I've only been back a few weeks but clearly my patience for this game has faded.

Really bc I want happily ever after with mega bucks. Where is my prince charming?

Hmm I think I'm going to have to approach this differently. Then this all leaves me to wonder, am I an SB or a romantic who wants everything at her disposal? Are they interchangeable?

Strictly Business

So I have been given quite the proposal. I'm not sure how much of it I buy as fact.

A potential, has offered to put me on the payroll. Now I've struggled with this before bc honestly I don't likethe tax man. I hate filing for taxes and I wish I could get cold hard cash. But the "salary" is sooooo hard to turn away from. Even after taxes, I make triple what I make after an honest days work.

Here's the skinny: 3 days a month, he's in nyc on business. For those three days I'm all his. Well nights anyways. He usually is here on weekdays so I'd never have to sacrifice a wknd. I get paid direct deposit, biweekly.

This sounds tempting but this guy seems all business. I'm pretty sure we'd be in his room all night and u don't see myself getting any goodies. I love the green, but I love a guy who givese green and gifts!

I wonder if I get company write offs.....


Hmmmm anyways he seems boring too. Like 0 personality. But dammmnn that salary!


Ok, I need to get back to work

xoxo

Breaking My Silence

Hello Sugarland! It has been four months of total and complete blackout silence. What in good God??! Yes I'm back and might I add better then ever!

Well Where the fuck have you been girl?!

Well for those of you following, I was juggling one too many balls and somehow finding my way back into my boyfriends arms. (waiiitt but y?!) Well, to put it simply, I fell into love again, sort of. And I have been romancing for the past 3 months.

Well what about the last month?!

Well, romance fell short of amazing (as usual) and I am now a single gal again. Yes I was a dumb girl who didn't know how to leave the past behind her but guess what? WHAT?! I'm not dumb anymore!

Me and the Ex did not part ways (yet again) over a fight or something trivial but over the truth.

Truth?! Bitch, dish!

I'm in no frame of mind to be a girlfriend boos. I'm a chronically single woman and almost forgot it. I have far toooooo many selfish tendencies right now to be someone's all and everything. And quite frankly I was bored. I found myself asking to be taken to expensive dinners and trips around the world. Things that that Ex can't actually provide.

So yes, I was super dumb and did you catch me getting soft at the end there? I almost believed in love! WHAT???!!


haha so I'm back in sugar world. Well I have been trying to get back at least. It seems all the great catches have been hibernating this winter. Well girls, I'm going to keep myself busy reading everything you have all been up to!

MWAAA!