Highs and Lows

This lifestyle is all about when it rains it pours. At least for me. I've had periods of sugar rushes and periods of sugar droughts. Right now I think i might be sliding back down into a drought. I have plenty of potentials to choose from but for one reason or another some catch my attention but most don't.

Last night was awkward. I met with Mr. Spontaneous. The last e-mail I had read, he had pushed the date to 7:15 instead of 7pm. Well apparently he had changed it back to 7pm, but I did not get that email until I got home. Anyways, needless to say I got there at 7:15 and he was not a happy camper. He made it seem like he was waiting around for me and I had explained to him that I had only read the first change not the second. Ok whatever he was annoyed and I was annoyed at our less then pleasant intro. So two aggravated people in a nearly empty bar area. Drinks, please! Well basically he was quiet and didn't talk much. I'm not sure if this was due to his current state of mind or if this was just his personality. We talked small talk and I kept trying to make the best of it. This was so difficult because he was acting soo incredibly childish. Like OK it was a misunderstanding! Are you going to continue on with the silent treatment? Well I'm a sports nut so he started to let loose after some sports talk. We like most of the same teams and he seemed pretty comfortable with this. Anyways, the rest of the date was interview style. Him asking a bunch of questions, me answering them and trying to elaborate as much as possible. If I asked him a question he just gave me something cut and dry. There was no way to have a conversation with this man. Which I hate because I can seriously go on and on and on about anything. Really, anything. My mom always said I would talk to the wall if it talked back. Ok well, we clearly were not feeling it or something so the whole thing went on for about an hour. Said goodbye and parted ways. Total miss. I wish I had just gone with my gut and stayed home.

Teeth called me almost immediately after I got home. I had told him about Mr. Spontaneous since I find no reason to hide anything from him right now. Anyways, after hearing about it he said "well babe, hopefully you will see that you have what you need here with me." (extra big cheesy smile!) I thanked him and told him that we have only gone on one date but I hoped he was right. So to prove his point he paid for my cell phone bill :) YAY! I'm reconnected with society again! I was so happy but unfortunately, he had to cancel our date this evening. (womp womp).

Well, the sugar potentials are drying up. I'm not getting any new e-mails at all as of late but I suppose I'll just have to wait it out and see.